#but i dont really uh...feel the vibe
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Tetris Fanart.
I've been playing tetris while listening to horror podcasts. and yeah
#text#art#eyestrain#cw eystrain#bright colors#cw bright colors#tetris#nintendo#god i dont know what to tag this with. i dont wanna tag it with the podcasts themselves cuz that feels disingenuous. swagever#i actually started this piece a while ago. ok yeah looking at the date that was almost 3 weeks ago wow#but i finally decided to bring it back and finish it#ive been getting back into digital art and its been really nice. its nice having finished pieces.#ive been trying to get weirder with my art. like this piece was weirdly 'personal' in a sense#its been my unique experience listening to these pieces of media. the game in the bg is jsut as important to my experience as the art itsel#the looming sense of dread these podcasts give fit weirdly well with the high tension of some of these games of tetris#i wanted to have that sorta weird ominous vibe to it. have even the pieces feel loud and threatening.#and the gameplay being Past the ds itself is something i thought could be neat#ykno the tetris effect? where you play a bunch and then after you see the shapes everywhere;you play it in your mind?#that was part of what i wanted to channel there. but also like; how your attention works with this stuff#i might be looking straight at the ds but my attention is elsewhere; my brain is in another world#the game is still inescapable tho. tetris effect whatever. these stories stick in my brain just as much.#its all given me some. very very annoyingn anxiety. but i have to go back to them. like a moth to a flame etc. hince the moth climbing out#but uh yeah. that set up was my life for a few weeks whenever i had free time.#the main podcast this is about was magnus btw <- not typing full name so im not on the tag#and uh.#objectum#yeah i think. i think yeah.
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sum from my oc folder
#these were suppose to be halloween related#but i dont really uh...feel the vibe? xD so yeah#gummmyart#doodle#my oc#cod oc#[oc]Raven#PriceRaven#captain john price#captain john price x oc#john price x oc#captain price x oc#kitsune au#uh#spirit au#i guess idk
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Amazing, take some of the side character demons from Evil Bound.
Vincie is a menace to Chuck and Chuck alone so in Hell, Chuck hexes his hand behind his back so that he isn't grabbed as much (and it's harder to pet him). Chuck is like the most irresponsible older sibling ever to demons though so Kelvin recruits him (as an older sibling vibe) to go help him get his ACTUAL older sibling from Earth. Chuck agrees. And then drags Vincie from Hell with them because no one else wants to babysit him and he refuses to unbind the hex just to re-hex when he returns to Hell.
In Hell, Kelvin actually doesn't appear much different than his human form! Like Kronos, the lines under his eyes are red in Hell but black on earth. Chuck however? In Hell he has wolf-ish ears and has a fur lining his neck (note the neck scars in human form). In addition to that he has four eyes in Hell (note the scars under his eyes in human form). Vincie just has horns in Hell. And! In Hell the hex doesn't have a silly looking "tied up" look, it's invisible unless Vincie strains it with movement and then its red text. But it shifts on earth to be visible.
Vincie's biggest agony for the entirety on earth is "dude it's colder here than in Hell I want a jacket to slip my arms into BUT I CANT BECAUSE IM BOUND".
#my characters#amazing show stopping rng wheel thanks#i have my oc plots on a wheel - thats 80 different options! wow! - and spun it#i spun twice and the first time it was the bodyguard plot that i drew a few days ago#the second time was evil bound#i genuinely think it new its a bad day and im not doing well so it took it easy on me with things id done recently#anyway ive never colored kelvin before which i realized today#i only have pencil art of him#also fun fact about their lil earth adventures#they fucking fail horrifically the first time they go and kronos doesnt go back#then they go back to try and get him to forcefully bring him back and theeeeen shit hits the fan#and so vincie is vibing with tolliver since hes basically useless without hands and then oops!#no more hex! and so he starts to get really super scared and tolliver is like uh isnt that a good thing your hands are free now#and vincie is horrified because the only way to break a hex from a distance is if the caster is near dead or dead#and if thats the case chuck is probably dead and that means what if kronos and kelvin are dead#how is he gonna get back to hell alone and is HE going to get punished for it#but then kronos and kelvin show up and take vincie back to hell with the not breathing chuck#but its fine in the end bc the succubi bring him back to ... life ? question mark? anyway hes revived#but vincie does have a part where hes just crying in tollivers apartment bc he thinks hes gonna be punished#for not helping the other demons and then they died#but chuck dying is basically why kronos goes back to hell - he feels responsible (hes at fault so good for him to own up)#vincie is one of the very few demons who doesnt have dark sclera#chuck vincie and kronos all have black sclera while the succubi have gray#i dont think there was ever a reason for it tbh i should make up a reason#time to go lie down and not exist the rest of the night if i can avoid it
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ive been seeing this girl for a few months and it's like """chill""" but I am so not "feeling it" lately and idk what to doooooooo
#part of reason its stressful i think is that she has Lots of money and most of our time together is her paying for food#or we like go over to the house she Owns that isnt on a bus line so she Has to transport me#and also like#i feel like even tho she isnt ASKING for More i feel like she really Wants More from me and i dont really wanna uh give that too her#or be the only one she has to get it from i guess#and besides all that i just dont VIBE with her really :/ like when we hang it feels kinda forced :(#i know i think i gotta break it off and let her down but how do i do that when the only times we see each other#im without transport other than her#iiiiiiiiidk#its only been like three months but ahhhhhhhh
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maybe i should just prep like 3 or 4 games recreationally. pretending that it’s in case i ever acquire a ‘group’ and wish to pitch them options. when in fact. i don’t enjoy optimism such as this
#box opener#tatterbox#maybe i'll write up a young wizards game too#i know i should try running it in fate accelerated in the sense that that's the classic kids doing hijinks and fighting evil setup#and i should be braver about leaving the d20-pbta bubble#but i just .... dislike the vibes. i dont want them#it feels. wibbly. and overly cute#especially since young wizards is sort of playing a group of fundamentally identical people who are specialized#rather than. uh. I'm the Prince of the Caravans and I have to Rescue My Brother which seems to be. the fate energy?#and you dont really do. duels.#i should stop doing pbtas but theyre easy and fun to customize and make sense in my brain with the units that action should be in#anyway. idk why i have to archive my pitiability here but i suppose someday i will be rereading my blog––#as you do––#and go 'oh hey. i had half a young wizards game that i could briefly regard.'#and that's its own reward.
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im not a tattoo guy on the best of days but american traditional is like instinctuallly repulsive
#even the most expensive ones look cheap#i think its the big thick black lining that uh opposite of Does It for me#it looks like....unclean#im not against tattoos but i feel like rarely do they have any flow or like. meld w the person it's visual noise ofc i love being proven#wrong here when it eorks for someone it really does but do many people who dont give a shit abt art or aesthetics in general get tattoos and#it looks... bad#i get a lot of the appeal is like aura and vibes its not strictly abt like. linesork im just not into the rough and tumble type
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#tfw a wave of pain that hits u so hard ur like. uh oh. i gotta go home now#i put stuff in the autoclave and then it hit me so hard i started sweating. i limped home. layed on the floor for half and hour#and then wandered back to pick up the glassware and go back home#i feel a lot better now that the ibuprofen has kicked in and im laying down. but woof. usually i dont get any pain#but then come the weeks like this. my sympathies for the ppl with sever and consistant period pain. i do not envy u#<- i wrote that this morning. i feel pretty normal now. hope that doesn't happen again tomorrow bc that sucked#now i just gotta stress abt finding an apartment and thinking abt what i wanna draw#like do i do something for b4rricade day. or n4ruto. or b4tman. im really feeling thr b4tman vibes#or do i just do nature stuff. ugh but god that takes so long with the coloring. oh shit. i aslo have a m3rlin thing half done#so many options. so much going on. my chaotic brain is flailing. just pick something bro#unrelated
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also basically all of those screenshots are tavon being mean b/c i think its way funnier when he's mean. i dont screenshot when he says nice things
#shitpost#i mean. i do. i have over 1000 screenshots from today#but like. i dont usually POST those#thats for my brainworms writing process#he was nice to petra and to sa'har this patch. and rass i suppose but he DID say something pretty mean to rass so i think it balances out#well. not to rass like exactly but tavon did say like one shitty thing about mandalorians lmao.#because he was like. uhhh you guys better fix that shit. and rass was like I KNOW WE'RE WORKING ON IT OK#etc etc its fine. but it was a little mean#anyways also#he said something almost out of character to petra because he was like#im not qualified in this but i AM the leader of a force enclave so i feel like i should tell this nascent force user that uh#leaning on her anger probably isn't a good move. and. in a practical sense. will probably get her killed#but ALSO i know for force users there are some Not So Good Vibes Here#so like. im obsessed w/ that too#and tbh tavon has been wanting to actually talk to sa'har since like. manaan.#since manaan he became like. he basically has no intention to fight her unless she makes it happen#which is VERY STRANGE for him#but he picked up on the Something Is Going On vibes and he's like. hmmm#usually he is far more like. harder to disarm vs a foe#but he can tell sa'har is presenting herself as a foe and... isnt one really#which is quite fun for me because that's not something tavon does often#something i expect more from my other characters
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#quick minivent but uh after yesterdays mess im now officially completely done with being nice about endos oopsies#not that im going out of my way to be mean!! ofc not!! but if any of them tries to follow/talk/rb imma not be as nice with my boundaries#yeah someones harrassing the rest of my pack because i tried to point out theres a good reason people dont like/feel safe around endogenics#not cool! even when i was polite they STILL treated us bad! its no wonder some of the other pack members dislike that group!#not just because they compared something dumdum like syscourse to actual bigotry! now theyre making up bs and stalking vent blogs!#i tried to give the benefit of the doubt and be amicable i really did! but them calling a packmember something gross ruined that....im done#anyway i better get back to being the shining star of positivity before all these bad vibes cramp my style!#(might delete later)#btw im rblocking this post because i get a bad feeling theyre stalking me too and might try to start more problems if they can rb#and no blocking them wont stop them since we have reason to suspect theyre using an alt account to stalk our blogs
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feeling the tendrils of obsession n fascination abt this person from tht one interaction forming n i'm going to kms b4 it gets worse o7
#not to uh body shame or be mean or anything like tht#but he does not smell nicely which is like a good thing#bc it's a uh? a point against it's a 'turn off'#i need smth to remind myself tht this person is not worth the idealization in my head#n often uh we get too deep into the idealization b4 we can find a devaluation factor which makes things worse#unfortunately i mean i dont genuinely like have strong negative feelings towards ppl with bad body odor#so it's not really something i can 'hate' strongly if tht makes sense#also omg he gives off poor little meow meow vibes so it's even more fine? idk#girl help i will not become obsessed cri#cloud nonsense
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streaming comic-makin sessions would be a nightmare cause i know damn well id just be digitally pacing between twitter and youtube before actually doin shit. it'd be like trying to host a writing stream where everyone would look at a blank canvas for half an hour as i try to figure out what the fuck im gonna do
#snap chats#having a whole ass crisis ignore me#this is one of the rare times where drafting a comic is taking longer than five minutes uh oh#i have one more commission to do this week but i wanted to finish the outline to a comic i wanna do#but the problem is i wanted to try writing it as a full fic first just to see if i could get myself familiar with the vibe i wanted#and now aint NOTHIN gettin done cause yk my comics are At Max six pages long with me#but this one should only really max be one or two but when i put shit into fic form i feel like i gotta make that shit longer ?????#like bro you coulda wrapped this up a thousand words ago bro we JUST needed an outline we dont need all this extra shit#like Welcome Back To The Demo We All Know i hate having the conundrum of not knowing if i wanna make an idea a fic or art.. horrendous#so now im stuck in that very familiar rut where its like. Thing I Want to Do vs Thing I Have To Do vs Other Thing I Want To Do#cause alternatively i could just go straight into making a rough draft of the comic cause In My Mind's Eye i think i have what i want#but yk. wanted to try 'scripting' for once in six months and now look where we are..#in any case im just gonna go make a rough sketch of that commission i guess and see how i feel when i come back#i especially want to finish that commission cause i do want to try streaming again this weekend so.#best to have that out of the way so i dont worry#ok im gonna stop procrastinating now bye
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i really am so obsessed with how Double Agent Midvalley is gonna change the vibes with Wolfwood too. like Midvalley and Wolfwood ALREADY have some vibes due to their fight(s) in the manga. but now theyre both double agents but in different directions. two Relatively normal guys who wanted nothing to do with this battle between the angels & are STUCK HERE
also imagining that spiderman meme if/when they ever find out about each other lmfao. like what do you MEAN youre a double agent too?!? what do you MEAN!!!! IT'S FOR HIM!!!!!!!!!!??!?
Yeah.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#the potential is off the charts. but b4 i can get ther ei NEED. TO WRITE. THE CURRENT MOMENT.#really i need to go to bed soon. so i can have more time for writing tomorrow.#for Right Now i wanna reply to the last few comments on my most recent chapter. and then i'll go to bed.#im just thinking about... them <3#idk what it is about midvalley he's just wormed his way into my brain#i still kinda hate him but i also love him. weird feeling.#most of all im lowkey obsessed with the vibes he brings to the table between vash & wolfwood#LOVE my hate-friendship thing i got going between vash & midvalley#sometimes u hate a dude and u genuinely want him to end up okay for his own wellbeing (even as u deny to urself that u feel this way)#sometimes u spend years socializing Primarily with this one dude that U dont exactly like & who pisses you off relentlessly#but talking to him is kinda fun and you enjoy making fun of him & pissing him off. Loads of amusement !#and then you remember that you are ideologically opposed. like. intrinsically. and also he hates your guts for just Who You Are#im enjoying these vibes IMMENSELY. midvalley just makes things so Weird in a way im loving writing.#vash could make friends with almost anyone is kinda the baseline of it lol. and he could Change almost anyone too#now will there be any hope for this hate-friendship in the end? Uh. well. we'll find out later Together!
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feeling very 🧍♂️ may not be around for a bit
#its nothing tumblr related really its more just irl#a mix of being tired and having deadlines and not being able to make myself work#and the. kinda harsh switch in vibe in the house from last nights everyone hanging out having fun#to todays me alone cleaning up after everyone and knowing that the others are content doing their own thing and don't wanna hang w me#which like!! is fine im not expecting to be the center of their world its just.#idk we used to hang out every night watching a movie or some tv and laughing#and ever since i got back from my trip we just. we spend time together maybe once every 3 or 4 weeks and it takes me asking if they wanna#hang out like 3000 times before it ever happens and when it does there's just. theres a disconnect#and I think they just realized during the two months i was away that theyre. maybe a bit happier without me#or at least they find it easier to not hang out#like theyve got jobs now so obviously they dont have time the way they used to but its not just that theres been a Shift#i think they also might. kinda resent me for the trip and having that opportunity#which sucks bc i cant. do anything ab that i had no say in the trip i didnt want to go#and even saying that makes me very. like that feels like such a selfish arrogant thing to say to want to turn down a trip across the world#but everyone who was here during that trip knows that i spent the entire time dissociating and getting yelled at and suicidal so uh#i dont think its selfish to not have wanted to go when i Knew it'd end like that but i think they might think it was#ANYWAY this got depressing and sad i dont mean to bring shit here its just i literally only have 3 friends and 2 of them r these ones#and the other is so emotionally unavailable and doesnt really take mental health seriously so#ooc.#negative cw
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I wish there was a way to convey to your neighbors that you wanna be alone when you're doing yard work sggdgdgd like just bc I'm visible to you and outside does not mean I wanna be friends 😭
And like I don't want to be RUDE to people I just wanna work in peace and do my outside chores 😭😭😭
#my neighbor came over to introduce himself and hes like yeah ive been here 6 years now :D how bout you?#and im like 24 sgdgdggdgdgdgdgd like yeah i remember the past two families that lived in your house man i remember all the people#who used to live here especially the guy NEXT to this neighbor who moved out after like one year who i swear on my life was a serial#killer like something was just really off ab him and he got too friendly too fast and would just show up when hed see us IN OUR FENCED#BACKYARD like privacy fence and he would be like hey neighbors! :DD whatcha doing?? need some help? :)#and i stg i remember this one interaction bc i really think he was gonna try to abduct my mom like i know i sound so paranoid but they way#he was acting was like he was thrown that i was there 😬 like the vibes were bad#and then he just SILENTLY moved out one day like the house didnt go out on the market with the sign no moving vans no goodbyes#he was just GONE so uh yeah 😬 oh and he would only come over when my dad was at work like not in a i dont want him to know im#trying to get with his wife (he wasnt flirty btw) but like a... i dont want him to know ME way#anyway he's long fucking gone and ill always wonder but i did feel safer when he left shdgdggdgdgdggdhdh#this neighbor i think is just like trying to be involved with his neighborhood bc he talks to everybody but i just feel uncomfortable when#anyone talks to me shdhdhhdhdh#marquilla#also i think i might have poison ivy and or oak on my hand from the bushes 😬 we cannot get rid of that shit no matter what we try i stg
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sorry its 2:30 and im still icon cappnig when i should be sleeping but im gonna be real for 2 seconds i think the ending part of RID where they started saying starscream was like some fucking. old person ( megatronus i think? ) in cybertronian lore or whatever reincarnated to be her. and shockwave like. doing some fuck shit time travel and engineering her whole situation. well i think its bullshit and i just want us to know thats not canon here okay.
#THE GRAND SCHEMER. / * OOC . ❞#gonna be real. i did not read optimus prime that run parallel with RID cause i really didnt care#and i think shockwave shows up more in that but uh.#i think i wouldnt like it anyways.#to be honest i dont know why we had to rug pull her at like. the last moments before she dies.#i think it just took away from her situation.#not even in a “oh i love starscream she shouldnt suffer” it just took away from it feeling satisfying.#she shouldve just OWNED that shit without any insane shit happening to her 20 minutes prior.#honest to god the whole segment after she gets broken out of prison. thumbs down i didnt vibe with it until they killed her.
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(Theyre also blushing but i cant figure out why). Both Kenzan and Johan are more focused on Judai tho, which could either be bc theyre both gay for him or cause this takes place post s4 (so theyre happy to see Jou enjoying life again after his depression). Then you have Fubuki and Asuka in the corner. Fubuki is doing his standout uncoordinated cloudcuckoolander bit by not wearing blue/black/white/yellow like everyone else (get with the program, man!) Instead he's going for that... christmas ensemble? With the rare red....tho now I see it, there's also judais pants and the coke bottles and the red cups and oh my god it was a red/blue/green/yellow colour scheme all along. ANYWAY, while Asuka is more serious with her modest clothing and walking boots, she has this small smile. Like, clearly she's not super duper ecstatic over his dumbass ukelele serenades, but she'll humour him today of all days, not just because it's a special day but because she looooves having her brother back.
Final verdict: this pic honestly just gets better the more you look at it. It makes me wish i had synesthesia just so I could taste the cozy hot chocolate vibes. Like its truly utterly immaculate. Kudos to you for all time!!!
#Incrredible absolutely incredible vibes here holy cow. Especially as an australian freezing in midwinter. Unmatched coziness#like it has that top tier cozy wood cottage setting (respect for graining the floor panels btw) so you can practically see the snow outside#I know they're drinking coke but in my heart that is hot chocolate ok it is beautiful hot chocolate and maybe there is pho somewhere#anyway I also really like how the orange/blue/green mesh together in this piece. It's not too uniform or restrained or blocky. Instead#the colours are diffused throughout the piece. This gives it a lot of balance while simultanously preserving the warmth and cohesion#like manjo asuka ryo and johan in their matching obelisk blues + the night sky outside + the blue books + the blue on Yugis poster tv etc#then ofc the green of the plants + yellow/green rug + Jims croco and fubus pants. The green works esp well to bridge the blue and orange#as opposed to a blade runner style scheme. Anyway I also love how you use blue/black shadows. Specifically how they go fuzzy at the ends#With a nice lil orange glow. I think the strongest example of this is Johan. his white shirt really shows off the blue/orange -> purple fuz#It makes the lighting feel really soft. Also mad respect for this whole setting concept like this room is impressively geometrical#and perfectly angled yet it has that lived in clutter vibe with the book under the tv + the abandoned singular sock + the unkempt comic#books + spread cards + etc. Theres also so much personality to it in the kitty rug smiling clock and posters all over.#Im gonna guess its judais place bc pharoah and the pic of Judai and Johan. Also its slightly irresponsible in a very Judai way.#this would NOT be jims place! he would NOT let his croco eat. uh. Movie film? its not croco food is all Im saying. Anyway. Adding into how#cozy and real this piece feels is the excellent lighting work. Not only is there multiple sources of light and shadow but they overlap#impeccably and have a subtle yet defined limit. I particularly love the two lamps by Asuka and Fubuki. The little shadow hatching on the#walls and window sills around them + the soft airbrush lighting makes this lovely subtle yet defined circle shape. Together with the#light coming thru the door its rly nice. Then theres the general shadow on Croco side of the piece with the deeper shadows from the house#ornaments and edo and such. Like its a small thing but it requires so much thought and dedication and fuckin math that I must salute#speaking of maths the most impressive part of this pic geometrically is the wall at edos side. The angle is sharp yet feels so natural.#yknow what I think that gets into the coziness too. The setting is so boxy and well defined that it almost seems to snug hug the characters#we get the sense of a limited space which is filled by the presence personality and warmth of this friend group. Nothing feels empty#this realisation makes me appreciate the cut off second floor that the stairs lead to cause it adds a roof which further boxes em in#the effect is like peeking into a moeblob yugioh diorama. But instead of being saucy or claustrophobic its just so cozy you could die#anyway last notes I love how the calendar on the wall has a little x we can infer is today!!! because the homeowner was So! Excited!!!#and I love the lonely fan on the bookcase and flower on the cactus (that is a well loved spiky boye). Anyway. Now onto the characters!#now onto the characters! (tho I feel like the environment deserves even more love I just dont have the words yknow) to start with#I love all the eye contact and how it economically explains so many relationships. Edo has this smug grin @ Ryo while Manjo looks both#annoyed and unimpressed (maybe because Ryo is late after work?). All of them have suits to show theyre all hard working pro duellists#Sho and Judai are also looking to Ryo but with a more casual vibe like “welcome home bro!” “welcome home bro of my bro!” Theyre also
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